Just Can't Say

wala lang. Mga bagay na gusto kong sabihin. Kaso walang makarinig. Baka maiparating ko lang dito. LOLZ.

Una sa lahat,

1. Bakit gising pa ako? 2:03 am na kaya.

2. Fiance, kuya?! Astig. (alam ko, walang nakakarelate. inside joke namin ng sarili ko, at ni kuya. kung sino man si kuya. LOLZ.)

3. Si Pram ang pinakamabangong "pirated" na nakilala ko. Wala lang. Naisip ko lang kanina. Ang bangis kasi ng halimuyak nung isang kawork ko eh. No offense.

4. I understand.

5. Actually, I DON'T.

6. 21 nights na lang talaga. Andyan na ang most anticipated movie of the year ko. Gosh!

7. 31 nights na lang. Andyan na ang most anticipated book of the year ko. Gosh-ness!

8. Ang cute talaga, Anjel! As in!

Ang huli sa lahat,

9. Hindi nagbebenta ng sushi ang Mcdo. Kaya tandaan: WALANG SUSHI SA MCDONALD'S. GETS?!

10. Wala ding ice capp sa mcdo. Di ko alam kung nang-aasar lang kayo o wala talaga kayong kamalay malay sa ikot ng mundo. Bahala kayo.

Anyways, ayun lang. Wala na akong masabi eh.

nainsnpire nanaman ako

si kiwi kasi eh.

LOL.

wala lang. Tinamaan lang ulit ng diplomatic scintillation. So magdadrma nanaman tungkol sa kung san san. Sa buhay. Sa Love life. Sa School. Sa Work. Sa Anime. Feel ko super random ng post na ito. As-in.

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Rules:1. Write about how much addicted you are towards something.2. Don’t forget to include the percentage of ‘addictedness’ towards that thing.3. All with one condition. The total percentage must reach 100%.4. You MUST tag others and continue tagging but please don’t forget to explain the rules and please notify that person so that they know they had been tagged.Hmm..anu ba..

1. Si boyfriend (lol) - [50%] - sana nga 100% pero wag na lang para di masyadong halata ung pagka-adik. Tsaka wala na akong ibang malalagay na ibang kinaadikan ko. Sayang ung survey. Anyways, basta un, kac naman, halos lahat ng mga articles na sinusulat ko tungkol kay bf. Mahal na mahal ko yan. Ewan ko ba. Lolz. So un, saya nga eh.

2. Harry Potter - [23%] - Sorry harry, pero napalitan ka na sa puso ko. Second best ka na lang. Pero di pa rin nawala ang pagka-adik ko sa kanya. Mawawala ba un, eh isa si harry sa mga naging pundasyon ng best-friendships namin nina Nica at Abbychu eh. Siyempre excited na ako next month. Sana July 20 na. Pupunta kami sa Assiniboine Park para sa HP party na gaganapin ng ika-10 ng gabi hanbang inaabangan ang pagpatak ng July 21 kac un ung release date ng Harry potter. O dba, nag-endorse.

3. Starbucks - [8.2%] - lalo na ang frap. Kaso walang-hiyang Safeway yan. Di na nagbebenta ng Dulce de leche. E meron pa naman sa ibang locations. Kalokohan.

4. Anime - [7%] - I blame this on Anjel and Karen. Kac pinakilala nila sakin ang manga at ang Bokura Ga Ita. Ayun tuloy. I'm one of them. Lolz. At sa sobrang hawa ko sa kanila, bumili ako ng $38.50 na ticket para pumunta sa Winnipeg Convention Centre para sa anime convention sa July.

5. Articles, Poems, o kahit anu tungkol sa Love - [4%] - at dahil sa pagkaadik ko dito, pati ako, gumagawa ng kung anu anung kabaliwan tungkol dito. Saya nga eh.

6. Bags - [4%] - di ako adik pero mahilig ako sa bags. Kaso halos lahat ng mga bags ko naiwan sa Pinas kaya start over ako sa pangongolekta. Wala pa naman akong masyadong type dito kaya di ako bumibili.

7. Sa Sarili ko - [1%] - obviously, dba. lolz. nakakagulat nga kac ang liit lang ng percent eh. actually, 100 percent yan.. nawala ung dalawang zero.

8. Sa mga cute things - [.8%] - in short, thingies. Balak ko nga magtayo ng store na puro thingies ang laman. dba, ces? Ung mga bagay na nakaka-appeal sa akin. Ung mga bagay na kinokosidera kong cute, cool, weird, o kaya unique.

9. etc. - [2%] - madami pa akong ibang kina-aadikan. Kaso di na kasya. Nasa remaing percent na un.
Ayan, lahat ng mga bagay na kinahuhumalingan ko.

i tag: hmmm... nica, abychu, anjel, karen, lorlen, ces, guia, etc. etc. etc. lolz =D
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Ang daming tray sa mcdonalds namin. 123. Bakit ko alam? Kac naman, ang dami kong nilinisan na trays kanina. Na-adik nanaman ako. Binilang ko ung trays na nalinis ko. (which is 100.. ang sakit sakit na nga ng braso ko eh..)Tapos parang tinuloy ko na ung pagbilang. Biro nyo lahat ng sulok ng mcdo namin, hinanapan ko ng tray. kahit sa cooler at sa freezer pumasok ako.. hehe.. adik talaga..

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may nabasa ako kaninang quote galing sa blog ni kuya jake. ang ganda. sana lang nalaman ko na siya nung mga panahong paliwara pa si grace kay chuechue niya. Kac bagay ung quote dun sa sitwasyong yun. anu ung quote? Grace, itanong mo na lang sakin. wala lang ulit. saya nga eh.

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Sabi ko nga eh. Super random tong post na to. Pero wala na akong masabi. =D

Randomize

i was looking through old stuff a while ago. Old stuff. I found some articles and few poems i made few new moons ago. Articles that had been my outlet when I was down and broken. (*emo*) Stuff I can never have the guts to post to my blog. How Silly. I made this blog to be my journal - receiver of my thoughts and feelings whenever I'm inspired to write things. Things that don't make sense. Something like this. But then, I can't even post a single poem I made in this blog. Or the other ones.
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*o* (inspiration) ^_*
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My mind is so random. I always think about so much things. I always think of someting to write about, which is good. I always have an idea on how to start writing about this something. But I always don't know how to continue it or even end it. Like that one above. Or even this one.
Everytime a bright idea of something to write about gets me, I get excited and start to write about it. Somertimes I type it. Soemtimes I write it. Sometimes I say it in my head.After a while, ideas start to escape me and I can't even continue what I want to write about. Scraps of unfinished poems are in a box where I keep them with the expectation that I would finish them some other time.
What my life's about. I start something but I don't know how to finish it. From essays that I need to hand in next week to chores I am obliged to do at home. Nothing seems to be finished on time. I always procrastinate and cram over essays and hand-ins making up sorry excuses to convince my teachers on why I don't have my work done. I start to work on something and after a while it would be left lying on my bedroom floor, ignored. I'm working on it though. Life's all about deadlines. And I'm still hoping that someday mine won't get thrown with the unfinished poems in the box a keep under my bed.

at last..

nakapag-post din ako..
ahehe.. wala lang.. sinipag bigla.. cguro kasi McHappy Day ngayon.. (connection?)
Updates and such:
1. I learned a new word today! Actually, dati ko pa sya alam, kaso ngayon ko lang talga na-absorb at sineryoso. Si Kyla kasi eh, pinaspell ba naman sa amin ung word. Hippopotomontrosesquippedaliophobia. ahaha. basta ayun.
2. Malapit na ung dance festival. Kaso ung sayaw namin di pa clean. Nakakainis. Tapos may "evening of dance" pa bukas.
3. Cram! Walang kasawaang cramming! (Thales talaga ako..=D)
4. I'm so excited! Ahaha..basta.
5. Ang ganda nung kanta ni Ronnie Liang. Ung sa 'Hiram na mukha'.
6. Bukas na ung Starbucks sa Winnipeg Square!!! Ang saya-saya.. lalong mapapadalas ung pagsabay ko sa kanila. ahaha..
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aun basta.. la na akong masabi.. random post lang.. para masabing buhay pa ako.. basta hanggang ngayon nagiimbestiga pa rin ako kung sino ung nagbura nung huli kong post! bwisit ah! ang ganda ganda nun eh.. feeling ko ang talino ko dun sa post na un eh... sana kung sino man nagbura nung entry na un, kinopya man lang sa microsoft word pa mapreserve ung moment of diplomatic "scintillation" ko. haays..
whatever...

Afraid

title yan nung song na sinayaw namin nung Christamas Concert. Ang tagal na noh? E kac nakita ko sa youtube ung video namin eh. Nakakatawa nga eh. Wala lang. Jazz piece ung sayaw namin. Kung gusto nyong panoorin, bahala kau.. lolz...





eto naman.. Sa Black Troupe. Dalawa kac ung grupo ng SMW. Black Troupe at Red Troupe. Para bang Juniors at Seniors. Beginners and professionals. Sila syempre ung latter. Eto din ung sayaw nila, "Feeling Good". Jazz piece din na puro pirrouttes at chaines. Puro turns in short.

At last..

i finally got to i sign in here. Sorry po, kac naman c blogger eh, pamerge merge pa sa google. Haays..

Anyways, updates...

I GOT MY BEGINNER'S TODAY!!!

yay! And I had my first in-car lesson today as well. =D Actually, it happened all so unexpectedly. I was supposed to just get a customer number for my driver's-ed class (at Manitoba Public Insurance) but then they told me that I could take the written test there then. So then I did. The test was easy (thanks for the in-class practices in my driver's ed class) though i had two mistakes. (You're allowed up two six.) They did the eye test, took my photo and my signature, and yeah. I didn't get my license right away though. It's because I had to pay $41.00 and I forgot my freaking debit card. I told Lei if we could go back at MPI after school. (I took the test before lunch.) Then I called my mom and told her the news and that we are gonna go back again at MPI. She told me to just pick her up at work and she'll pay the bill. =D. We were in a hurry that afternoon because I had driver's ed at 6:00pm. So when I arrived at school, I told my teacher that I picked up my beginner's. She told me that i have an in-car lesson right away. Like right then at that time. I was like, wat the heck...hehe... My partner was already in the car with our instructor. She was the first one to drive. Our instructor told us that we are just going to practice driving a straight line. So imagine our surprised, when he led Sonya (my partner) up to Burrows and Keewatin (these are super busy streets, mind you). After an hour, it was my turn. I was so nervous. He keeps reminding me to stop properly. And I don't know how to turn properly!! waah.. Anyways, when I was driving, there was suddenly a black-out in the whole north side of the city. I was so dark because even the streetlights and traffic lights are not working. So he decided to go back to school. (I parked the car, ^_^)..Ayun..


Nga pala, Sorry Lei! Kac parang naging driver sya eh. He came with me to all the places I asked him to (MPI, then school, then work ni mommy sa downtown, then MPI ulit, tapos hatid c mommy sa bahay, tapos hatid ako sa school) then after all of that he and Grace just came home. Thank you soo much! You're my hero talga.. I wouldn't be in time for my driver's class if not for you. I owe you big time! I love you! ^x^

I found him na..

sino?

si Perfect guy..

hindi ung 'The' perfect guy ah.. si 'My' perfect guy..

bigla siyang nagpakita..

nagtatago pala siya sa katauhan nung taong mahal ko. ahehe.

Ay Sus...

nakakainis..

talaga palang darating ung time na kakainin mo ung mga sinabi mo.. na babawiin mo lahat ng mga binitawan mong salita..

I just want to take back everything I said about that post. Well, not everything. (the part where I said that I love him is true. Itaga nyo sa kamay ko.) Because right now, it doesn't matter anymore. It was never true. Actually, I can't even remember why I said that stuff when right now, I can't even agree with the things I said. How stupid am I. Stupid emotions. They always have to get me carried away. I should have learned by now that I have to think first before I act. Now I just want to eat my own words. Now I have learned to not let your emotions get ahead of you. Kac baka darating din ung araw na you have to take back everything you said. grr..

I take back the things I said. Well, the one in 'quotes' actually. Kac alam ko na emotions ko lang ung pinapaandar ko nung mga panahon na un. It didn't even think na hindi totoo ung mga stuff na un. Haay.. grr.. talaga..!!!!